Monday, June 04, 2007

Dinner with ex step father and best friend

I had dinner tonight with myex-step father and best freind. It was not uncomfortable. there was no baggage. I had a good time. I hope they did too.

Saturday, June 02, 2007

Pressure points

New apartment: Don't know when it is going to be ready. DOn't know how much it is going t to cost to do it up the way i like. My interior designer friend is not interested in helping me though she agreed to. I want an open kitchen. How do i go about it? I don't know. Where am i going to get the money? I don't know.

Business: Production unit closed down. I need another. Need to expand production. Need capital investment. Where am I going to get it? I don't know.

Theatre: I love acting. The more I love it, the fewer parts i get. I never get to play the protagonist. I always get supporting roles. Why?

Friends: Some call when they need money. Some call when they need to lean on me. Some never call. All of them are happy to meet me in private but never in company. Why?

Fitness: The one thing that I am proud of and happy to pursue gets compromised in the act of survival.

I will be 30 in a month. I am single. why?